Archive for March, 2007

DAMN!!!

Saturday, March 24th, 2007

I’m upset, which is slightly over the degree of unhappy, but lower than the level of
angry. Reason? Hm…  Don’t feel like telling the whole story. 

Intended to set a few things in motion. Sadly, to date, all events met with failure. Feel like blaming them on certain people, but who am I to judge? It is only through silent curses… and this blog that I can express my frustrations and disappointments. 

That’s the funny thing about the heart. Where emotions are concerned, things tend to get out of hand. So, I may know that what I’m doing is wrong, but if it satisfies,
sometimes, the consequences are worth it. I honestly do feel that way.

Alas, a fwen reminded me of how we should be making more fwens instead of enemies.  In a way, it can be said that certain things are really better left unknown. Despite the personal anguish and suffering, it builds character. Hm…  Is that ego? Or is pride a better word? For me, it’s an option. Better and tempting alternatives do exist, but for now, my choice remains the same. For now.

One word best describes it all - DAMN!!!