Under a Little Umbrella

Been doing some more surfing lately on writing online.  Turns out that there r lots of ppl who publish their works online just for d fun of it.  Obviously, some requires pay & offer more privileges than others, where s others r free & more simple. 

Reading d works of others this way is really interesting, ‘cos in a way, they r actually just like me.  Ok, 2 those who don’t know, I do write stories of my own.  Short stories only, just 4 d fun of things.  Watching movies & reading novels, I just like it 4 things 2 work out d way I want them 2.  My idea were focussed on short stories, until I came across a site that pays more attention on poetry.  Had fun reading d articles there, & thought I might s well giv it a shot. 

So, it is a little hard, as some rhyming r involved, while d message basically has 2 b delivered in fewer words compared 2 a short story.  Still, that’s ok, right?  4 me, some nut cracking has 2 b involved, but in truth, it is just a matter of playing wif words. 

Can’t really remember d last time when I had a real proper talk wif any1 regarding my life.  Sure, I do talk wif my housemates & fwens, but that’s dif.  D things we talk about r trivial matters.  Not that they r not important.  They just don’t occupy that much of space in my mind currently.  Discussions of daily happenings, updates of each others’ lives, rumors, crap… d common things talked abt among almost any1, I think.

Sadly, some things just can’t b discussed.  Of course, this differs based on d individual.  Daily struggles, personal problems, dilemmas… things that can drop d spirits of a person on d highest mountain 2 d deep of d abyss.  Sharing such things wif any1 will surely bring relief, despite not solving anyth.  That’s d idea, right? Directly or indirectly, some1 does help lighten d weight on each others’ shoulders.  Most just often overlook them.  I hope I don’t.

Out 4 supper 1 time @ 3.30am wif a fwen.  He’s just like every1 else, living his life, facing d everyday challenges like any other.  Still a human who knows that he’s not Superman.  (Hm… r u aware that Superman isn’t really that super?)  It doesn’t take much 2 tell when 1’s feeling down.  I know, ‘cos I’ve been there.  But nth can b done if nth is neither spoken nor told.  Still, it’s ok, right? It will just hav 2 do, even if d relief brought is temporary.  Talked mostly of general matters & some jokes. It was simple, slow & nice, all d things that’s been bothering us both 4gotten 4 a time.  I know some who might consider it a time wasted, a good night’s sleep unclaimed, but 2 me, it was a break deserved.

My personal problems & dilemma remain unsolved, s I never brought them up.  It’s d same 4 him, but again, that’s ok, right?  I trust that things will work out eventually, just hoping that ‘eventually’ isn’t 2 far off.